*Throwback Post*
Things changed. Life changes. You can't avoid changes in life. But have you ever question yourself, "Have I changed?"
I asked this questions to myself lately. Have I? And then I realize that I never changed. It is always in me. All those new things about me was always in me. Tunggu masa je nak keluar.
Kalau dari segi scientifically, everyone is this world berubah every second. Semua sel mati and diganti every second. So technically we're not the same person as we were few seconds ago, tapi sebenarnya masih lagi orang yang sama. Faham? hahaha
Ok ok. Dah kenapa nak cerita pasal berubah ni?
Sebab I was thinking about myself. How long I wanna live this way. How long until I finally realize that my choice of lifestyle isn't that a very good way. How long until I would finally change for the better for good. Bila lagi?
Bila orang selalu tanya, "Aida, bila nak bertudung?" I would just smile instead of jawab belum ada hidayah dari Allah s.w.t. Jawapan itu in my opinion sebenarnya adalah alasan bodoh je. Tak payah nak tunggu hidayah. Tutup aurat itu memang wajib. Tak tutup itu is a choice.
And I have been choosing the wrong choice all this while. Setiap kali pikir I would cry. Tapi lepas tu tak berubah jugak. Entah sampai bila.
Sebab itu lately ni selalu terpikir untuk ubah cara hidup. Like completely. Like majorly. Drastically.
I will. I would. Tapi bila?
Soalan yang saya sendiri tak berani nak jawab.
But saya akan cuba. Sebab saya tahu saya salah. Nobody has to remind me about that. Saya tahu.
Jadi doa doakanlah saya untuk tunaikan hajat saya ni. Doa doakan lah. I need that. Because I am not strong. I ain't no saint. I made mistakes. I am still learning.
Insyallah saya akan tunaikan niat saya yang ini.
Insyallah. :)
I asked this questions to myself lately. Have I? And then I realize that I never changed. It is always in me. All those new things about me was always in me. Tunggu masa je nak keluar.
Kalau dari segi scientifically, everyone is this world berubah every second. Semua sel mati and diganti every second. So technically we're not the same person as we were few seconds ago, tapi sebenarnya masih lagi orang yang sama. Faham? hahaha
Ok ok. Dah kenapa nak cerita pasal berubah ni?
Sebab I was thinking about myself. How long I wanna live this way. How long until I finally realize that my choice of lifestyle isn't that a very good way. How long until I would finally change for the better for good. Bila lagi?
Bila orang selalu tanya, "Aida, bila nak bertudung?" I would just smile instead of jawab belum ada hidayah dari Allah s.w.t. Jawapan itu in my opinion sebenarnya adalah alasan bodoh je. Tak payah nak tunggu hidayah. Tutup aurat itu memang wajib. Tak tutup itu is a choice.
And I have been choosing the wrong choice all this while. Setiap kali pikir I would cry. Tapi lepas tu tak berubah jugak. Entah sampai bila.
Sebab itu lately ni selalu terpikir untuk ubah cara hidup. Like completely. Like majorly. Drastically.
I will. I would. Tapi bila?
Soalan yang saya sendiri tak berani nak jawab.
But saya akan cuba. Sebab saya tahu saya salah. Nobody has to remind me about that. Saya tahu.
Jadi doa doakanlah saya untuk tunaikan hajat saya ni. Doa doakan lah. I need that. Because I am not strong. I ain't no saint. I made mistakes. I am still learning.
Insyallah saya akan tunaikan niat saya yang ini.
Insyallah. :)
