Bye May. Sayonara!

Can you believe it? Dah nak masuk bulan June. Tahun 2011 dah nak masuk setengah tahun okay? How time flies so fast. What have I done during this 5 months eh? What I've been doing?

Sigh.

Pernah tak kadang kadang, duduk dan pikir. Apa aku dah buat selama aku hidup? Did I achieved any of my dreams yet? Did I live the life that I'd always wanted?

If anyone of you have, brava! You're awesome. Dan saya sangat jealous. Jealous sebab saya rasa, saya tak dapat capai lagi mimpi saya. Jealous sebab saya tak sekental kamu. Jealous sebab saya ni pemalas.

Tapi jealous pun tak guna. Kalau duduk and do nothing.

So I've decided. Starting on the 1st of June, which is tomorrow, saya berazam untuk merealisasikan mimpi mimpi dan azam azam lama saya. Tak kisah lah if that mimpi was only my childhood dream. I want it! And I'll force myself towards it.

Yosh! Ganbarimasu!! ;)

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Dear politician on blogspot...

Yes. You read that right. GTFO off blogspot please. Seriously, kamu2 ni mencemarkan keindahan blogspot okay. Puh-lease lah! If nak berpolitik, tolonglah keluar dari blogspot.

Aku dah bosan click next blog button and masuk dalam your cheap ass blogs. Annoying nak mampos! And by the way, your design templates are the worst looking ever.

Kenapa lah politicians ni suka sangat pakai blogspots huh? Why tak pakai wordpress and beli domain? Baru nampak your semangat. But you're using blogspot? Kenapa? Sebab free? Duit takde?

Bullshit gila.

Seriously lah. We don't fucking care about the cold war between you and other parties. We don't give a flying crap about the sex vids nor about who killed the mongolian model. Don't fawking care!

What we care about is, how would you improve our society, public facilities, the roads, car and oil prices, etc. Yes. We care about this.

So please, get the fuck off blogspot and do your freaking job properly! Jangan cakap gebang lebih, tapi apa pun takde. Politicians kan selalu macam tu. Time pilihan raya baru nak terhegeh hegeh macam penagih nak buat itu ini untuk kawasan.

Macam lembu lah kau punya lembab.

Tapi bila dah menang. Apa pun tak jalan. Sebab kau busy nak entertain orang itu ini. Nak kena pergi party itu ini. Ah! Bullshit lah!
Pergi mampos.

Tolong keluar dari blogspot sekarang!

Aku nak click next button and enter a true blogs please. ;p

Habis. Bye!


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I. Don't. Get. It.

Dear ladies and gentleman, I am about to talk about relationship issue here. Yes. This entry is probably gonna get a little lame and tacky along the way. But if you plan to stay and read...bare with me please. ;)

So here goes....

Love is magic. It supposed to be. Well, at least that's what I thought.

Honestly, I never even been in a relationship. Yes. I think I am that foreveralone chick who spend my entire life in front of my laptop. But that doesn't mean I don't know anything about being in a relationship.

I've witnessed many types of relationship before. Baik dari good friends of mine to my relatives and also those people around me. Some are just so beautiful that I wish to have the same relationship as them. But some are just too cruel that makes me scared to even be in one.

You know, I believe that you need this thing called 'Trust' to be in a good relationship. Cus without 'trust', the relationship is like a car without oil. It won't go anywhere.

So seriously, if you don't trust your partner, why stay? No point kan?

And why commit when you can't compromise?

Why stay when you don't trust each other?

But then again, why break up when you're in love?

I don't get it. Tak faham. Sumpah tak faham.

What kind of relationship issit if you can't trust, can't compromise, doesn't commit and doesn't care about each others feeling?

You know that just being in LOVE sometimes just not enough, right?

You do know that Love isn't going to help you all the time, right?

Right?

Sigh. Whatever.


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It's tough being a girl.

Seriously. It does. Especially during THAT time of the month. The pain. The headache. The tummy cramp. The weakness. The quick tempered. Sigh.

How I wish during that time, all women are given a special day where they can just be by themselves and no need to interact with any other human being. Just for 5 days. Only 5 days.

So that we can just crawl and sleep in our bed and do nothing else but just sleep. To put the pain away.

So that we don't need to talk to any random annoying people that we hate and avoid any dramatic situation. To stop the anger.

So that we can feel peaceful and more calm, handling our thoughts and feelings. Without any emotional breakdown. To ease the headache.

So that we can have some time off without men. And just be ourselves. No need to be extra pretty. To feel more beautiful later when we're back on our feet.

So that we can forget about everything else and dream a little bout ourselves..

Now can you gave us that 5 days? Just 5 days. Pleaasseeeee? ;)

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Kaunto daun! (^___^)v

Hari ni baru perassan. Bulan depan belog ni will be in the 3rd year. Yup. I've been blogging with blogger since 2008. Started blogging since 2004. But masa tu I blog with myspace's personal blog. Haha! I know. Laaaaammeee! ;p

Back then when this blog was still in it's first year, I challenge myself to achieve a 100 posts before the 1st year of the anniversary. Maybe I should do that for this year blog's birthday. I probably need 11? 12? more post before reaching 200 posts. So should I take this challenge?

Maybe I should. At least I can go active again. ;p

Okay. So it's decided! 12 more post till 16th of June 2011. (^__^)//

This is gonna be awesome.

wait...12 more post or 11? huh?

Apakah maksud entri ini? LOL!

Hari ni nak berbelog dalam bahasa melayu. Asyik tulis dalam bahasa inggeris je. Terbelit pulak lidah ni rasanya. Bukannya pandai berbahasa inggeris pun. Tatabahasa pun tunggang terbalik. Ejaan apatah lagi.

Alamak. Baku sangat ke bahasa melayu saya? Hehehe.

But then again, I feel weird writing and reading a complete bahasa sentences that was written by me. Macam pelik. Sebab even in daily life pun selalu je bercakap in broken language; Manglish! And puh-lease lah to everyone else out there yang nak cakap how ignorant I am sebab 'felt weird tulis belog dalam bahasa melayu'.

Cause from my view, belog is something that you wrote from your mind and heart. Dan kalau asalnye memang tak bercakap dalam melayu baku, this blog wouldn't sounds real kan? It'll be like, cerita rekaan...cause I wanna look good. Sebab tu tulis dalam bahasa melayu. Boleh kias kias bagai. Kan?

Bullshit lah.

Language is a language. Tak kisah la English ke, bahasa melayu ke, cantonese ke, tamil ke? Semua sama. Doesn't make you a different person pun. Cuma ada yang paham dan yang tak paham je la. And sorry for those meleis yang tak faham bahasa inggeris. Dulu pergi sekolah buat apa? I play a lot too at school. Tapi takde lah sampai sepatah haram English aku tak faham kan? ;p

Okay. Emo tiba-tiba. Maaf.

Sebenarnya entri kali ni, takde motif pun. Cuma tiba-tiba rasa nak menulis. Gambar yang di attached pun takde kene mengena langsung. Apatah lagi tajuk entri. Hahaha!

Okay. Sorry sebab merapu.

Bye.

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Happy Teacher's Day.

Dear my school Teachers,

When I was in kindergarten, I was such a spoil brat. I conquer the school's playroom's playdoh and toys. And I draw on the table instead on my drawing block. You scolded me and make me clean up my mess during playtime. I hated you so much for taking my playtime away from me.

When I was in primary school, I hated waking up in the morning. I hated going to school. Cus I hated homework so much. But yet you kept giving me more. I refused to do it. And always ended up submitting my empty exercise book for you to check. You call my parents in, and complaint about me. I got scolded by my parents and you at the same time. Sometimes you even made me stand at the back of the class for the whole period and force me to finish up my homework while standing. Okay. Whatever. I'll do it. Sheesh!

When I was in secondary school, I only interested in Art Class, English Class and Bahasa Melayu Class. So I always refuse to attend any other classes and hide at the Art Class pretending that I'm busy doing this and that. You were mad at me saying that I need to study not only that but others as well. I said okay, but still kept doing it till the end of school days.

I know I'm a little too stubborn. Never follow the rules. Never did my homework. Played too much. And never listened to you.

I'm sorry if I'm such a bad students. I never thoughts that my doings sometimes hurt your feelings. I regret making you feel sad.

But today, I wanna say thank you. Thank you for not giving up on me and thank you for giving me so much of your knowledge. Cause without you dear Teachers, I would fail miserably. I wouldn't know the important of study and school if it ain't because of you. Thank You. Thank You.

Happy Teacher's Day. <3

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Tokyo, wait for me!

Yes. I am flying to Japan this coming November. And I'm super duper anxious just thinking about it. Super excited. Tiket dah beli Isnin lepas. I was jumping of my feet when I got the confirmation email from Airasia.

Sebenarnya, dah lama bercita cita nak pergi holiday at Japan. I think since my childhood Gaban/Moero Attack and Satria Baja Hitam days. I adore Japan's culture so much. Yes. I do. I ain't gonna lie about wanting to be a Japanese sometimes. So this trip is like realizing my childhood dream. Even for a while. I think it's worth it. Every penny of it. I hope. ;)

It'll be cold during my trip. Cus it's the end of fall and almost winter. So I need to prepare myself physically and mentally. Ya know, the last time I experience an extremely cold weather was in New York year 2000. And that was 11years ago! I don't even remember how it felt.

So I'll probably gonna do some research about what to wear and what to bring to Japan during that season. Lagi 6 bulan anyway. So I have a whole lot of time before the trip. And a whole lot of time to kumpul duit and save up for shopping! Hahaha!

Yea. Sebab duit untuk bulan ni dah habis. Buat beli tiket flight. Even tho' takde lah mahal sangat, but still. I don't have any pocket money left in my wallet. ;(

But seriously, flying with AirAsia is cheap. Wanna know how much I pay for a single 2 way tiket? RM 719!! And that my friend, includes ticket's price, pick a seat fees, luggage fees, taxes and fares, airasiainsure cert, and 1 meal. Pergi dan balik okay. Pergi dan balik! How awesome is that?

So if ya'll planning to visit Japan during end of Fall and beginning of Winter, I suggested you to purchase you flight ticket now. Sebab sekarang tengah murah. Hmm...I think Airasia memang murah all year long. Cuma you need to be extra clever and lucky to get cheaper ticket price. Sebab kalau tak silap, ticket price selalu berubah every now and then. ;)

I need to plan out the trip. Where to go? Where to eat? What to do? What to see? Is Arashi going to be in Tokyo during that trip? LOLOLOL! Selagi boleh ye tak? Nak jugak selitkan Arashi kesayangan ni. Haha! But anyway, wish me luck for the trip. And hoping that everything will go well as plan. Amin. :)

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